Day 9-12 ~ "So Close, Yet So Far Away"

[Jenna Morasca]

This round has been bittersweet to say the least. Last round, I desperately tried to save Parvati by handing her my half of the idol! Which is really upsetting because I don't get to use this half anymore! I am no longer able to have anything special lol. Which sucks because I am just a sitting duck and to be placed in my situation is just awful. I'm basically another Parvati situation ready to happen. We won Immunity once again which felt really nice! I am pretty happy that happened because Sierra and myself needed some time to do some ground work on our people to keep us safe.When Parvati played her first idol, on the votes read the heroes blaming Lex for giving out that Parvati had an idol! Apparently, he's been contacting the other tribe! Funny thing is, it's pretty obvious that I was with the whole idol combination but it takes the heat off me when all the heroes blame Lex for Parvati not using the idol properly. So interesting this is, during my conversations with random people on my tribe, I slowly added the video into the conversations and how Lex was somehow connected to the whole vote against Gary. I have the PM for proof as well. So I'm hoping this new set of information could tilt the blame on him, more so than me.

Another interesting tactic I'm trying is luring Joe on to my side. I'm not called the ORG slut without reason, I'm using my old ways and if that is to be raunchy and dirty, than so be it! He's a teenager, that's all he thinks about! Luckily for me, he's a straight teenager lol, rare in these parts and that will for sure give me an upper hand. He's constantly promised me that I'm okay in this game and he'll keep me safe...ever since Matthew was voted out. Ya okay, if you are gonna keep me safe, you have to let me in on things. *Eye roll* I hate having to be protected by men, I feel so useless.

Teresa is still an annoying stick up my ass and I can't wait to break her. I tried calming her down this round with saying I'm truly sorry for what I did and in the end, she can't get mad at me anymore because I never in fact voted her out. So whatever! lmao. ANOTHER fun fact: I've rekindled my relationship with Jenna L. I'm hoping that our new/old bond will stay true and that she will help me take out Lex and Teresa. Honestly, I just want one of them gone, I don't care for the other.

Some things I've picked up about the tribe is that Mary and Joe are tight. They both made the finals in Vs5, the season I'm from and are apparently "close" says Joe. I was talking to Mary about perhaps making a threesome deal between us three (of course keeping Sierra safe) and she kinda shut it down. Knowing her, she's a sneaky dick face and will probably try to get any deal possible. Whatever, I'll cut that bitch when the time comes. Right now, I think the only leverage I have in this game at the current moment is Lex and Teresa's pair needing to be destroyed! and I think the best option would be revealing all of Lex's dirty connections with the Heroes.

We'll see! I hope to beat this challenge as well and make it closer to the jury phase of this game.