Ep#001

[Natalie White]

I'm so happy to be back! I'm really excited to be playing, and I'm hoping to make it far and make an impact on this game for sure. I feel like I am returning in somewhat of a good sense. I feel like I am neutral and haven't made any enemies with this cast. Ib is on my tribe, and we are definitely still friends from my original season! Also, I've been bonding a lot with Parv. We've been PMing a lot, and we are talking on AIM now! But that is only 2 out of 11 people I have to get to know these first few days!

I'm really nervous for the challenge tomorrow. 3 people going home?! Yikes! I don't want to leave the first round. That would majorly suck. The problem = me not being home at 7. AHDJLKS. Why does my schedule always interfere with challenges? My schedule changes constantly so it is hard to plan around. But it always seems to interfere with challenges. JUST my luck. But I will rush on as soon as I can.

[Natalie White]

I don't want to celebrate too early, but it seems right now that I won't be the first person voted off! Lol! So I already beat last season! Basically, I talked to a few people and they said they all heard that they heard the vote is for Robb. I mean, I'm fine with that but I don't like that i don't really have any say in it and it is basically already previously decided. Apparently he was drunk last night or something and pissed people. I mean, I kinda feel bad for the guy...it was one night...and don't we all get drunk every once in a while?

But whatever. I'm not gonna argue it when it seems like the whole tribe has already decided. It just seems odd that I logged on very soon after the challenge results were posted and it was already decided that Robb would be the one voted out. I'm just hoping there isn't already an alliance that I am not included in...even though this is really probably because I feel like alliances would already be forming by now.

I've been talking a lot to Parvati, and we have been really getting along. But I feel like she is an awesome player, and it kinda scares me to get in an alliance with her. Ib and I already made a deal to stick together because we were together in season 3. I had good conversations with both Darrah and Jenn. I worry about Darrah because I researched her past season and saw that in her confessional she was talking about all of her alliances and backstabbing and whatever. So why is she a hero? I don't know. She isn't someone I think I can really trust...but whatever. I like Jenn a lot! It's a shame I didn't get to really know her in Vs3. I think she is someone I could work with in the future.

I'm just trying to make good first impressions for now so I can hopefully eventually be approached for something...