*I may be bad but I'm perfectly good at it*

[Jenna Lewis]

This is where I will post all my daily bitching confessionals

[Jenna Lewis]

Relationships:
So far, T-Byrd and I hit off to a great start. She's fun and fierce and we seem like a good team. She's definitely someone who I like to work along side with.
JP talked to me for the first tonight. The guy's hilarious. Oh, I wish I gotten to know him in VS6, but that just what would make this season more interesting, I get to know him and gain a new friend! As the days goes by, we could also end up having a tight bond.
Jenna M, we're twins! So obviously we hit off right off the bat.
Matthew: We're definitely trying to make it work this time as it will be our first being together since the beginning in a VS series. He's definitely someone who I like to keep with me.
Erik: We clicked from the moment we started talking. Then last night we had such a great chat and found things in common about these games and in general. I really like him. Definite ally.

[Jenna Lewis]

I feel like I'm a hero at heart, everyone wants to vote Erik except for a few of us and I'm one of them. I love the guy! He seems real fun and we have things in common. It does seem like this game is gonna be another "friends aligning with friends again". I'm just trying to branch out and align with other people, I don't want to be predictable but hey, if that's how everyone is going to roll then it does leave me no choice but to have a few allies whom I've aligned with before.

I don't want to be in minority so if it comes down to it, I will have to vote Erik. Minority for me could mean a bad thing if we have to go to tribal again as I would be the one known as "the one that didn't vote in the majority may have been aligned with Erik".

[Jenna Lewis]

It's really funny how bringing in new people whom you haven't played/meeting them and soon you discover how much in common you have... and you would have to pick a side. New alliances/friends vs Former alliances/friends.

Well, I'm definitely in for playing a total new game so...

[Jenna Lewis]

Wow, I honestly need to go on a long vacation or something, everytime I play I'm always in a pickle. And I'm in a huge one this time. Two of my favourites are in the hot seat: Teresa and Matt. I think no matter how I vote, I will end up hurting someone. Both of them are consoling me with mushy stuff like, "Oh... I appreciate that you're not gonna vote for me", "Thank you so much for saving me, I have your back", etc. UGH, I can't fucking take any of this anymore, it's making me feel worse. If I must, I might just throw my vote. A lot of people are voting Matt and I hate to bring up past experiences but honestly, he's always voted with me everytime, I really feel like I owe him one, I really hate to betray him like this. Teresa, we found out that we're known each other from an Idol fan board and have talked for years. Since then, she's been counting on me to save her.

I don't know. I know I'm a villain, but I'm in a pickle and it's making me worse then I already am. *sigh*

[Jenna Lewis]

I'm so going to turn into a Hero by the end of the game... then again, this is only early, my villain-ness won't show till the merge. rawr.

[Hosty Bo]

You'll never be a Hero. Sorry.

[Jenna Lewis]

lmfao. Thanks Bo, thanks.

[Jenna Lewis]

This vote throwaway really caused a lot of chaos and paranoia. bwahahahahhahaa. I love it. OMG, if I don't win or make merge, I'm just happy to be a part this to cause chaos within' the tribe and everyone's too dumb to think I created this mess.

Teresa is still fucking obsessed with the TC votes. Girl, get over it. Stop being paranoid and move on. Matt's gone, you're here, that's all it matters. God, I thought she'd changed but she's even more annoying then I knew her.

[Jenna Lewis]

Been talking around with someone about some obvious pairs we see and I may have to change my strategy again. I *want* to hope that people play a different game but I honestly don't think it's gonna happen. I like to think I would be aligned with some people but in the end, if I look at it, I'm at the bottom of the alliance so I need to change some things up and we'll force to align with my ally from last season again.

Pair 1.
Teresa/Lex. It's quite obvious that they want to run this tribe.

Pair 2.
Mary/Joe. I've being told that they were tight in VS5. But also, Joe became close to me in VS7.

Pair 3.
Me/Jenna M. We're being forced to align together again. During the beginning of this game, I've also became more closer to Joe, then Mary. So we're thinking of luring them in and making this into a 4 way alliance to take out Lex/Teresa.

Loner 1.
Stephenie. Right now, she is basically voting on keeping this tribe strong. I have no idea where she stands.. she could have a lot of friends on the other tribe for all I know.

Loner 2.
Sierra. Not really a loner, but she is someone who we can easily pull to vote with the 4some. She was never that tight with Teresa/Lex, so it's obvious why would she vote with them?

[Jenna Lewis]

I quote Boston Rob, "You people are amateurs, you don't know when to keep your mouth shut".

Sooo much info and relationships has been exposed for me in the past days.. wow, so much to sink in. Hey, at least it's keeping the target off my back.

[Jenna Lewis]

Oh, this is hilarious. Parvati exposed a lot of information that led on to my other day's relationships findings. lolz. It was quite obvious that Elisabeth/John/Chicken would align, c'mon any idiot can figure that out. I knew Elisabeth/John would but I didn't know about Chicken till the last challenge and that's only because I've never played with him before. I swear, these people need to find some new ways of playing because it's the same thing in every game, they won't win because they are huge threats and by aligning together all over again and having it be exposed, that just left a bigger X on their backs.

[Hosty Bo]

What makes you think those specific people are aligned?

[Jenna Lewis]

Parvati just hit the nail on it. lol One of the reasons why I targeted 'John' in VS7. And also finding out later that I was no where in his alliance that he wanted to make and the fact that we didn't we get along either, lol.

[Jenna Lewis]

Feb 20, 2011 15:37:30 GMT -5 John Raymond said:

The only person in Vs6 I was anti-social with was you sweety.

Wrong.